Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Do the Borg eat ice cream?
This week I will be undergoing a new spate of tests including multiple CT scans and a comprehensive bone scan. This is actually good news: it is Dr. Hayes' opinion that since I am doing so much better now than I was in November when he first saw me, and he wants a new set of baseline tests.
Since I was doing so much better, I asked about whether or not it would be advisable to ride a motorcycle. I wanted to know specifically if the shaking engine would cause my pelvis to fall apart or if I might be ok given smooth roads and a careful rider at the controls.
His face contorted. "Weeeeeell," he said, "I don't want to tell you not to do it if it's something you really feel you want to do, but I'm a doctor and the consequences for you if the bike goes down are really bad."
We regarded each other.
"I won't tell you no, but all I'm saying is if you do, I don't want to know about it," he blurted.
I have since ridden behind Brian on his motorcycle twice, using the helmet that was specifically bought for me and which I'm pretty sure Brian won't want to use (due to the fact that it is pink). I am not graceful getting on and climbing off, but we are working on that and I'm sure I'll get better at it given practice.
Anyway, I have a spate of tests tomorrow, and next week will have a port inserted that will make it easier to draw blood and do the monthly infusion. I hate having an i.v. inserted almost more than anything. They have such difficulty getting the i.v. in the veins in my right arm/hand that when I have to have it done, it takes multiple tries, and is torturously painful. A port should make things easier, but getting the port inserted is some kind of surgery, and I'm nervous about it. Will they knock me out? I tend to react poorly to anesthesia. Will they try to sedate me but keep me conscious? That didn't work AT ALL during my liver biopsy, and the fentanyl patches might interfere with the kind of medication they want to use for that. I'm also slightly freaked out about having a tube in my arm at all times. It seems inhuman to have tubes and things winding their way around the interior of my body. Borg have tubes on the outside, but I can't help feeling that the process has begun.
After having my biological and technological distinctiveness added to the collective, I will immediately get to test out the new port by having my monthly infusion, because by that time they just won't have tortured me enough for one day. Then of course comes the monthly shot in the stomach, the one that renders me menopausal and is the cause of the hot flashes I've been suffering with some increase in frequency.
On the other hand, my acne has finally gone away. It could be my new skin care regimen, but it's probably the hormone therapy. My nausea also seems to finally be under control, although I have not regained my appetite for anything but sweets.
We are Borg; We demand your ice cream and leftover Easter candy.
Since I was doing so much better, I asked about whether or not it would be advisable to ride a motorcycle. I wanted to know specifically if the shaking engine would cause my pelvis to fall apart or if I might be ok given smooth roads and a careful rider at the controls.
His face contorted. "Weeeeeell," he said, "I don't want to tell you not to do it if it's something you really feel you want to do, but I'm a doctor and the consequences for you if the bike goes down are really bad."
We regarded each other.
"I won't tell you no, but all I'm saying is if you do, I don't want to know about it," he blurted.
I have since ridden behind Brian on his motorcycle twice, using the helmet that was specifically bought for me and which I'm pretty sure Brian won't want to use (due to the fact that it is pink). I am not graceful getting on and climbing off, but we are working on that and I'm sure I'll get better at it given practice.
Anyway, I have a spate of tests tomorrow, and next week will have a port inserted that will make it easier to draw blood and do the monthly infusion. I hate having an i.v. inserted almost more than anything. They have such difficulty getting the i.v. in the veins in my right arm/hand that when I have to have it done, it takes multiple tries, and is torturously painful. A port should make things easier, but getting the port inserted is some kind of surgery, and I'm nervous about it. Will they knock me out? I tend to react poorly to anesthesia. Will they try to sedate me but keep me conscious? That didn't work AT ALL during my liver biopsy, and the fentanyl patches might interfere with the kind of medication they want to use for that. I'm also slightly freaked out about having a tube in my arm at all times. It seems inhuman to have tubes and things winding their way around the interior of my body. Borg have tubes on the outside, but I can't help feeling that the process has begun.
After having my biological and technological distinctiveness added to the collective, I will immediately get to test out the new port by having my monthly infusion, because by that time they just won't have tortured me enough for one day. Then of course comes the monthly shot in the stomach, the one that renders me menopausal and is the cause of the hot flashes I've been suffering with some increase in frequency.
On the other hand, my acne has finally gone away. It could be my new skin care regimen, but it's probably the hormone therapy. My nausea also seems to finally be under control, although I have not regained my appetite for anything but sweets.
We are Borg; We demand your ice cream and leftover Easter candy.
Labels: bone scan, Brian, CT scan, Dr. Hayes, fentanyl, hormone therapy, hot flash, IV, liver, motorcycle, nausea, port, star trek
Comments:
Uh-oh. Jeremy has been referring to himself as "Locutus" and also demanding ice cream after having the TUBE placed.
After the lens implant, he kept demanding milk shakes and jelly beans.
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After the lens implant, he kept demanding milk shakes and jelly beans.
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