Friday, May 19, 2006
Unsettled
...Is the understatement. Right now I am in a state of full-on panic and I don't know what to do about it. I spent most of the night in a state of agitation, flopping this way and that, and waking up provides no relief. I have nervous energy I can't get rid of and don't know what to do; my hands can hardly keep from shaking enough to type legibly.
I hope this feeling passes and that I can get back to being myself. I don't like this crawling under my skin and the feeling that I might explode in all directions at once.
I hope this feeling passes and that I can get back to being myself. I don't like this crawling under my skin and the feeling that I might explode in all directions at once.
Labels: fentanyl
Comments:
Eep! :O
I wish I could have called and tried to calm you down, or something. Internet access has been iffy though, during this trip. Fortunately, we've arrived in NC now.
I hope you're feeling better. :(
I wish I could have called and tried to calm you down, or something. Internet access has been iffy though, during this trip. Fortunately, we've arrived in NC now.
I hope you're feeling better. :(
It turns out the jumpiness was caused by withdrawal from the fentanyl patch. I need to do a better job of keeping track of when to change it.
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