Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Ok, Break's Over: now where did I put that mandible?
It was nice while it lasted.
I was the first patient Dr. Hayes and Lita tried to treat with just Avastin and Zometa, in the hope that my disease is stable enough to treat without my having to undergo chemotherapy. As mentioned in a previous post, the blood test results from two weeks ago indicated that there could be some tumor activity: one of the markers remained the same, but the other blipped up.
So I went in for my bone scan and CT scan last week, which is always a joy. I was not able to eat during the day because of my evening scan, and by the time I got home I was ravenous and more than a little insane with low-blood-sugar-induced anger. I was angry about being stuck at the hospital with nothing to do for three and a half hours because I wouldn't have had time to get home and back. I was angry about not being able to eat. I was angry about the fact that barium even exists at all and that they can't inject the contrast dye into my port (Lita says now there's a new kind called a "superport" that they can use for injecting the dye...I may consider asking to get mine replaced). I was angry about slow traffic, at the person who honked at me for not turning quickly enough into the Wendy's parking lot, at the slowness of the drive-thru. I was angry at Brian for keeping me company while eating. I was once again angry at barium when it decided to go on its voyage to porcelain heaven--all at once. I was angry at pretty much anything it occurred to me to think of or notice.
I got my results today.
The Good News
My bones appear completely stable. There was no progression of disease in my hip/spine/ribs, and Lita is not at all worried about undue risk of fracture.
What a difference a year makes.
The Bad News
The bad news is that the disease in my liver does show progression, and as of today, both tumor markers were up (the one which had gotten down to 16-point-something is now about 200). I resumed the Abraxane today and have every expectation that those markers will go down again to near-normal levels. If not, we lather, rinse, repeat with some other drug.
Alas, this also does mean I have to resume enduring Neupogen shots. :(
The Freaky News
Within the last year, they've started hearing about some kind of weird bone problem that happens with people on Zometa--in rare cases, part of the jawbone (and only the jawbone) actually dies, which can lead to exposed bone in the mouth.
Yuck.
They have not seen this before because in the past, breast cancer patients with stage IV disease didn't last very long and Zometa didn't exist. Now it does, and there are a lot more people living significantly longer. Lita stressed that this side-effect is rare, but I get a tightness in my chest when I hear people telling me about medical conditions I have a very small chance of experiencing. I've played those odds--several times--and keep on beating 'em. I have been instructed to make my orthodontist aware of the risk so that they can check for my jaw health at my regular appointments.
Great. All this money for braces only to have my lower jaw corrode away or fall off or whatever. That's just swell.
I was the first patient Dr. Hayes and Lita tried to treat with just Avastin and Zometa, in the hope that my disease is stable enough to treat without my having to undergo chemotherapy. As mentioned in a previous post, the blood test results from two weeks ago indicated that there could be some tumor activity: one of the markers remained the same, but the other blipped up.
So I went in for my bone scan and CT scan last week, which is always a joy. I was not able to eat during the day because of my evening scan, and by the time I got home I was ravenous and more than a little insane with low-blood-sugar-induced anger. I was angry about being stuck at the hospital with nothing to do for three and a half hours because I wouldn't have had time to get home and back. I was angry about not being able to eat. I was angry about the fact that barium even exists at all and that they can't inject the contrast dye into my port (Lita says now there's a new kind called a "superport" that they can use for injecting the dye...I may consider asking to get mine replaced). I was angry about slow traffic, at the person who honked at me for not turning quickly enough into the Wendy's parking lot, at the slowness of the drive-thru. I was angry at Brian for keeping me company while eating. I was once again angry at barium when it decided to go on its voyage to porcelain heaven--all at once. I was angry at pretty much anything it occurred to me to think of or notice.
I got my results today.
The Good News
My bones appear completely stable. There was no progression of disease in my hip/spine/ribs, and Lita is not at all worried about undue risk of fracture.
What a difference a year makes.
The Bad News
The bad news is that the disease in my liver does show progression, and as of today, both tumor markers were up (the one which had gotten down to 16-point-something is now about 200). I resumed the Abraxane today and have every expectation that those markers will go down again to near-normal levels. If not, we lather, rinse, repeat with some other drug.
Alas, this also does mean I have to resume enduring Neupogen shots. :(
The Freaky News
Within the last year, they've started hearing about some kind of weird bone problem that happens with people on Zometa--in rare cases, part of the jawbone (and only the jawbone) actually dies, which can lead to exposed bone in the mouth.
Yuck.
They have not seen this before because in the past, breast cancer patients with stage IV disease didn't last very long and Zometa didn't exist. Now it does, and there are a lot more people living significantly longer. Lita stressed that this side-effect is rare, but I get a tightness in my chest when I hear people telling me about medical conditions I have a very small chance of experiencing. I've played those odds--several times--and keep on beating 'em. I have been instructed to make my orthodontist aware of the risk so that they can check for my jaw health at my regular appointments.
Great. All this money for braces only to have my lower jaw corrode away or fall off or whatever. That's just swell.
Labels: Abraxane, Avastin, barium, blood tests, bone scan, Brian, chemo, CT scan, Dr. Hayes, hospital, Lita, liver, metastasis, Neupogen, tumor marker, Zometa
Comments:
Hi there, Janet. I was just googling the names of some of my old classmates, and it turns out that you're married to one of them. We graduated from Evart High School together. His dad was my Scout Master in Boy Scouts (in addition to being an all-around good man). So, anyway, please be so kind as to tell Brian I said hello.
Take care of yourself,
Mark Wilder
Evanston IL
markjwilder@gmail.com
Take care of yourself,
Mark Wilder
Evanston IL
markjwilder@gmail.com
Damn.
I'm very very sorry.
And I'll try not to honk at the next person who takes too long to turn in front of me just in case they've had a bad day and every good reason to drive slowly. Not that it will matter so much to you since I am in Tennessee, but just in case - a lot of people from Michigan end up here. Something about it being so delightfully warm.
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I'm very very sorry.
And I'll try not to honk at the next person who takes too long to turn in front of me just in case they've had a bad day and every good reason to drive slowly. Not that it will matter so much to you since I am in Tennessee, but just in case - a lot of people from Michigan end up here. Something about it being so delightfully warm.
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